My Biggest Regret Ever:

My biggest regret ever is letting you become my everything.  I believed everything you ever told me, all the lies about how you saw us being together some day in the future.  I let you become my life, always keeping you in the back in the back of my mind.  Always hanging on to the false hope you gave me.  I loved you with all my heart and I feel like somewhere deep inside I always will.  I ruined every relationship because of you.  I’m just scared it’s always going to be this way.  I know I should cut all ties and move on with my life.  I just can’t find it in my heart to let go yet.